Dear Diary,
Today is veteran’s day and I’m making a cake for Kemper since he used to be a marine. He served eight years total.
I’m trying really hard today to have it be just about Kemper. I am wanting to just sleep and forget the world but I’m pushing myself not to do that.
Nick is going to be here tomorrow night so I will have to put on the happy face and be sociable then too.
Kemper went over to an older ladies home to change her oil. So he won’t be gone for long today.
He mentioned wanting to continue watching Yellowstone tonight which I’m fine with. The first episode was pretty good to be honest.
I’m drowning in my depression and struggling to snap out of it. I can’t wait until it is bedtime tonight. I just want to sleep.