Dear Diary, I need to stop looking at the screen immediately but I also want to write in it! I went to walk twice today so had 10k steps! I didn’t buy any extra food. I have doin the biggest pert of my crochet vest. I missed the deadline of an assignment which was for the class I must get the credit from to my graduation and also I don’t do good enough to answer the questions. I’m worrying :(
My little sis stayed home again today. She went to supermarket with mom. She sometimes had less focus to us and what she was doing today compered with other recent days. She seems like hearing abstract/low version of “the voice” almost all day these several days. Today she had to be alone in the living room while I was having online class and mom went to go supermarket. I told her to call me whenever she felt scared, lonely, confused, anything. So she gave me a phone call by whatsapp. She said she wanted to know how to use the app because she didn’t know. I told her she can use the app and was actually using it. She was like… “oh I am! Sorry I was confused”
mkay… but I can feel relieved these days cus she doesn’t try to go to somewhere she believes she can meet her fav celebrities at least.
I listened songs yes music with lyrics for the first time since …… err, when??? Anyways I suddenly wanted to listen to UP! by Shania T. And I realized I listen to lofi by myself these days.
Oh no it’s already one am and this made me awake!