November 07, 2021
Dear Diary,you know what? I found a boy recently. You know too that if I got a person to love unconditionally. I'll stick on to that only person. I won't even make eye contact with others except my loved one. After my breakup,I never looked other guys or made eye contact with them. I crushed on many celebrities and fantasy characters but not a person nearby. But this new boy (I'll now onwards refer him as "my destiny boy") got my eye.
I first saw him at my exam hall. He's from other class. I and him are in the same first row but opposite corners. I thought at first like it's just an attraction but day by day I just wanted to see him more. I finish my exam fast just to see him more. Whenever he accidentally saw me, I just turned away. but I'm not nervous. I just felt comfortable. But after our first eye contact. The next day, I felt too nervous. My hands are shaking and my heart beated too fast.
After I finished my exam fastly, I saw him. He just shined so brightly with a bright sunshine behind. I didn't know his name nor class or anything. I just felt happy that I found him. And where did he gone this long? But I'm pretty sure that If he starts to love the real me then I'll too love him forever.
He's too special that even if I act cool before others or get attracted to others,it won't last for a single day or even a few minutes. But he got me everyday. Now he became my only reason why I love to go to school.
I usually go to school earlier with my friend. But one day I was bit late. I parked my cycle in school cycle stand and turned to walk. Suddenly he came. We both saw each other and gone other ways. I told my friend, it's him. I was so happy that I can't even control myself that I really might have fallen down. We are on a line to get checked our temperatures before entering the school. He's too there. A girl from his class called him and talked to him. I got to hear his voice for the first time. I felt happy at the same time I got too angry. How dare he talks to other girl? And how can I call and scold someone who don't even know me and who don't even talked to me? My mood swinged the whole day becoz of him. And after that day, I kept going a bit late to school just to meet him. What it is called? Yeah. Coincidentally:)
On another day, I got to class and was sad that I haven't seen him in the way. Me and friend decided to go to next class to meet our other friend. I walked out my class and he walked in front of me. My friend be like shouted "wahhhhhhh". I'm embarrassed. Will he found out? But after that I was dancing in class out of happiness. But no one knows the secret of dance except my friends:)
On our lunch break, I kept seeing outside my class for him. He saw inside our class and we saw each other. Dd, do you think I was registered in his mind?
After that I saw him everyday. And how can a stranger suddenly became an important person to me?
After a festival's leave. I was just eager to see him more. I entered my school and was just searching for him and I saw him. He's standing alone. My overthinking mind starts to oversthink: did he wait for me? Did he noticed me already? And he starts walking when me and my friend starts to walk. He walked slow. I told my friend to walk slow too behind him. And he turned suddenly but I didn't see in his eyes and was regretting the whole day.🤧 but the whole day I was happy after that. He walked past my class we saw each other. And he walked again and again and I saw him again and again. Well. Dd, did he already noticed me well or I'm just overthinking 2 much.😶😗
Dear dairy, will we get together ?
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