Dear Diary,
Kemper is home today and is watching football in the living room. We have the pellet stove running as it is a balmy 40 degrees outside. Bear is napping in his bed beside it, lazy bum.
I have decided to delete my account that I had used to stay in contact with some people. I don't do social media and this other account I had is what I used to keep in touch. It is a relief to have it gone, checking it daily for messages that are never there is too much for me. It notified me that in 14 days it will be deleted. I am a little annoyed with that because I wanted it done now.
I have been debating on getting rid of my email. I have only been keeping it as my mom emails a few times a week and it is nice to see the pictures of Jamie.
I am tired of being tied to the outside world with technology. My mental health is not in a good place and so I am needing to rid of things that aren't helping me right now.
Kemper watching football today is hard. My dad loved to watch football on the weekends when he was home.
I am struggling to keep it together today. I am not sure why it is so bad today. Feeling numb for weeks on end was bound to come to an end. I guess it is time to finally accept that the friends I had are no more. Maybe that is why it is a hard day today.