Dear Diary, it’s 0:30 am and I should be sleeping but I also want to fill in this.
I am in my bed with my headphones in. I’m listening Donovan’s Brother Sun, Sister Moon. I really like this beautiful song.
These days, I listen to Cherokee’s Morning Song sung by Walela as soon as I wake up. That song is also quite beautiful.
I did some patent translation work. I guess one hour or two.
And I finery washed my hair after skipped it three days :P I just didn’t have energy to do that and had no appointment to meet anyone. So…np :(
I slept till 2 pm today. I actually woke up at 9 am or so but went back to my bed after having breakfast. Because I didn’t feel well. Like something heavy was stuck around my chest area. I had been away from this feeling for several weeks but it was back again these days. Hello my old frenemy. :(
Okay and… I went to walk to soak the sun. I remember it was 3:00 pm to 4;30 pm. Not bad. It was recorded as 6k steps on my phone.
But I also blew some money on junk food :( it was kinda good me time tho.
And I took care of my sister’s hallucinations. My mom finally seid she’s sick of this. Because my sis wanted to go check outside of our home again and again cuz she believed her fav celebrities and her Highschool friends and teacher visited her. She ‘heard’ the doorbell rang and voices of them. It must because of loneliness she feels. I managed to distract her attention from hallucinations to her fav song. Hmm she enjoyed karaoke after that. I should tell my mom how to use my Spotify account to use while I am out.
:( however, that one 3exual asmr I listened a while ago is still in my home!!! Ugh why I did that? I deeply regret my bad temptation /interest Xd the title by the way is kinda obvious :( ugh!!!
Well it’s already 1am now. I’m taking my sleep pill and sleeeeep… Byeyyy