November 3rd, 2021 #1

I should probably sleep after I finish writing this diary entry since my head is starting to hurt a lot and it's starting to get unbrearable. I also need to sleep that way I'm not at risk to have any seizures as after my boyfriend told me that not getting enough sleep can cause them, it really scared me and not much can phase me like that did. 

As far as what I did earlier last night, it was mostly just a mix of me streaming some Destiny 2 gameplay while keeping my voice at a soft tone as that's how I normally speak when I'm streaming by myself. When I'm with a friend or playing with someone, I'll be a bit more louder so they can hear me and so it won't be too weird as whispering sweet nothings into my friend's ears would probably be pretty damn weird. 

I also recently joined a discord server that helps YouTubers big and small grow and promote their channels while supporting each other so that'll be helpful to grow my YouTube channel while giving other content creators like myself some support like this one guy called "PetiteEtoileTV" who made this video of a Spiderman theme song edit and it sounded amazing. I can't wait for mt channel to get bigger as just seeing the numbers slowly tick up is so exciting for me but I know not to expect too much as success doesn't happen overnight.

I know I'll never be one of those YouTubers with over a million subsribers but making enough off of YouTube to break even would be good enough for me. If people want to support me more so than just watching my streams, I have a Patreon set up for them but a good portion of those funds would go back into getting better equipement and buying the games that my subscribers request depending on what it is. The games I probably won't touch are survival horror games but it depends on the game since I'll play stuff like "The Forest."

Well this headache is getting worse so I better get some sleep now so goodnight for now. Hopefully I'll be up by 12 PM but it'll probably be more like 3 to 5 PM sadly.

8:22 AM