Dear Diary, i woke up at 4 am this morning and also yesterday morning. i have to leave at 11 but i’m sure i can sleep now. it’s 8:15 tho
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I’m on my way to work now. It’s about 12:30.
I feel my brain is kinda tired 🥱
So… I’m worrying if I can’t work productively enough to be given wages. I don’t mean that they won’t give but I’m feeling bad when my work performance is bad and they give me same amount of money while I work very slowly.
Listening to Donovan’s album “Brother Sun, Sister Moon”
Have eaten lunch🍩🍩
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It’s 20:15 here.
i started listening to a horror podcast again today. I couldn’t do that since last Wednesday, the day my little sister obviously started to suffer from hallucinations. I believed it was ghost or something trying to take her body. I don’t usually think this kinda way but, I had been listening to horror and occult podcast all day long every single day for almost a month. And many of the hosts say listening to ghost stories attract ghosts!!
I don’t really believe I guess but not completely unbelieve.
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