Dear Diary,
A few weeks ago I started letting her read my journals. It was an easy way to communicate my deep thoughts with her because I don't do so well saying them verbally.
Today she was reading them off my phone, I knew she was and I didn't mind.
However later in the day I was bored and went through my gallery.
I saw a screenshot that I didn't recognize so I clicked it and it was a screenshot of part of my journal. I immediately got upset after considering what it meant.
My intial thoughts were that she screen shotted it and showed someone else, likely her supposed "ex" Mac.
I didn't say anything at first in our next class, I let her use my phone a bit and then once I got it back I saw that the photo had suddenly been put in the trash bin. So I restored it to my gallery, asked her about it, and she just said it must've been an accident.
Funny thing is though,
she kinda went into lying mode, she said that it must've happened when I was reaching for my phone in 3rd period study hall.
I checked the time stamp of the screenshot and it was at 9:23am so it's not possible that it was taken in 3rd period.
The fact that it was suddenly put into the trashbin as well is extremely suspicious.
I deleted photos from my gallery but I did it through Snapchat camera roll so they don't go into the trash, they just simply get deleted permanently so I know I couldn't have accidentally done it myself.
My conclusion:
She screen shotted my private- personal writing, showed someone else (unconfirmed person), then attempted to delete the evidence hoping I wouldn't notice and lied straight to my face when all I asked was "why did you screenshot this".
Sigh. Guess I won't be letting her read it my thoughts anymore.
But ya know-
maybe I'm just paranoid and over thinking it.