Dear Diary, so I couldnt go to the barber today, because it turned out you need an appointment now. You used to be able tp just go their spontaneously and draw a number that was their whole businessmodel. But its ok I will just go tomorrow, although it did cause me a bit of anxiety.
I texted a bit with the friend I was at the party at a few weeks ago. She and her boyfriend found a flat around here which is nice. We also said we would eat at the mensa and go to the library on wednesday. And then she suddenly texts me abput 2 hours ago if I was going tp the party for the new semester. I honestly didnt know that this was taking place again. If she said somethong sooner I might have come Idk.
That got me thinking again if I'm doing enough. If I dont go to enough events I might miss out again. I have no idea if these are the events where people find their SOs but its one of the only chances I have. I also dont know if I should just go to more courses than I actually need. Right now there is just one day I need to go to uni. But I just made a deal with the professor for working more so that will probably mean I will be more on campus.
It feels like I'm either the guy who is just sitting at home missing life or the guy who forces being social and ends up being on the side of everyone else anyway. People say just be yourself, but they also say nerds just doing their thing will never find anyone. Well we will see how it goes.
I also if Knight is at that party. She is not online. But it wouldnt really fit her.
Bye!