Dear Diary, my house is dirty I don’t want to get up. Errands need ran, But I don’t want to get up. She’ll probably go grocery shopping but man I don’t want to get up… My mind is so tired my body is tired I have no energy and I can’t sleep still. This is my own hell. I keep thinking maybe if you sleep just a couple hours you’ll still have time to do all the things you need to do and feel a little refreshed… But the switch in my head won’t turn off. Thanks a lot for the mental gods for giving me ADHD PTSD-BPD and anxiety. My mind is thinking about everything in the house that needs done how there’s some dirty dishes in the sink house should probably do laundry how we’re supposed to have guests over tonight and I have to entertain I just wanna shut it off and close my eyes….. Let’s try this again 🤷🏼♀️