October 03, 2021, I am (lucky)

 

Dear Diary, Few things happened in life by chance have turned out so well. I met ashik, ruchi just last year, just by chance i called ashik for my bday. And now we hang out every week, day before yesterday we played Chinese checkers and watched manali videos, videos of hamam bath =D. Last night we went to the jito event, free food , free music, nosotros bailamos mucho =D. 


It is such good feeling to have friends, for very long, i did not have friends, i mean, chaithanya is there, but he is too far, and these days almost always with his gf. 


It's like F.R.I.E.N.D.S, our groups is small but we just hang out and talk and just gossip about everything =D till late in night. It's good. Weekends are fun now. ❤️😂


On other hand, i also feel i am wasting too much time in socializing. Maybe i need to give more time to work and making things. Lately, I haven't made anything out of self-interest, (very few things, nothing big). 


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It's also a time when I need to have faith in God. There are few things I am having no control over. In morning, I want to sleep longer, as long as my eyes are closed i can imagine us together, for the last few days, it's been a constant buzz in my head. Awake or sleeping. But i want her to be happy. But if heartbeats can travel, my heart is sending in the universe. I am asking to take it to her. Tell her i miss her Soooo much.

I was listening to Dr rida khan.  



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It feels like life has this slow acoustic music in the background. Many things i don't know, I am walking but where to I am not sure. 


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We had fun Friday at office. It was fun. 


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