September 28, 2021

Dear Diary,

I just found out that it is a proven psychological fact that you can be addicted to someone the same way you can with drugs or alcohol, and when they

leave you, your brain goes through withdrawal.

I had already assumed it before but I'm sure I'm addicted to her. 

I do go through heavy withdrawal without her, my body starts feeling sick, a sense of separation anxiety comes over me, constant fear of "what ifs", and was obsessively always worried about her safety.

I don't think these are bads things, at least they shouldn't be right?

As long as she isn't completely ripped away from me then I think I should be okay for the most part. I have my bad days when I really really miss her but I'll be alright for a while, until we can be together again.