Dear Diary, yesterday I received my call up for the the covid 19 booster jab. I have decided not to have it but already pressure is being placed on me. I got up at 3am this morning as I couldn't sleep. My body was shaking like a leaf on a tree on a windy day. I couldn't even carry a cup of tea without spilling it. Right now (5:07am) I'm sitting on the sofa wrapped in a fleece blanket trying to get warm. Just as well it's my day off.