I am back, but I am back just for this post, I am back because I care of you, I am back because I care about you, and I am back because I care about this world. I am back because I want you to know something, something that is very important to me, something that can save you the same way it has saved me. So let me just begin, let me start with it so I can finally put my soul where it belongs and to rest.
The first day I arrived here I had no expectations of me, of everyone, or of this diary. I needed a place, a secret place where I could share my knowledge with the world. I honestly thought one post would be enough, but it wasn't, for I realized that I had to post more. I needed a place where I could share the truth that I knew was hidden from the world, and so I shared it, I actually shared it with the world. I ended up writing over one hundred and thirty posts all of which I had deleted, and every post had truth in it.
I don't regret anything I've written, I don't regret anything I've shared because I know everything was true about me, about you, and about this world. No lies, just truths you must not know intellectually on any kind of level.
But of course I was warned because there's no such thing as freedom anymore, and so I had a choice to make to quit or to keep going. I chose to end it all for everyone's sake.
You probably don't understand this because you are way too young to understand any of it, and that's okay, because to understand this is to understand my way of thinking which is very powerful and thus can not ever be fully understood by anyone but me and all of those who practice it in secret.
I want you to know that even though I've never met you, for the entire time I spent here, you were like a lifeline to me. I read your post whenever I had enough time to read them, and I tried to do a good deed by replying to some of them, sharing the truth that I knew of.
But it had to end eventually, it was only a matter of time how and when it would end. And this virus, this disease, this situation we've all found ourselves in, lock downs, pandemics, and laws enforced upon us, happened,
It hurt everything I ever worked for and believed in. It caused chaos and destruction in my life, caused me to reflect upon everything, even upon my loyalty
It is crazy to think of the things I had to survive through, my loved and cherished ones had to survive through. The hatred, the mockery, the envy, the lies, the ridicule, it was all on me, it was all on my shoulders.
I failed everyone, I failed myself, I failed what I truly believed in. And that's why I made a choice to change everything. To leave my past behind and start anew. Best decision I've ever made, or so I thought. I was betrayed by everyone I trusted except my soul mate who's always been loyally by my side.
And so here I am to make a promise to myself and to make a promise to you today. I will never stop fighting, I will never ever surrender, I will never ever give in, and I will never ever give up until I make things right. And as of today, I promise to leave you alone, but not without a thought.
Always fight for what you truly believe in no matter what the cost, stay true and stay faithful to yourself and others, be someone's miracle, be someone's world, and be someone's blessing, make a difference in the world and help others make a difference in the world, be a leader, be a guide, carry the light in your heart with pride, and remember to always be grateful, thankful, and kind,
This is me signing off for a lifetime.
It was a blessing to be in your company.
Stay blessed,
Blessings
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