Dear Diary, I feel so empty inside, like the world has has been pulled from under me. I see everything though a dark class. I can see the trees, the flowers, the blue sky but I'm not a part of it. I can't touch it, smell it or feel it. I'm trapped inside myself with only my thoughts that continue to re-enforce what I already know."There is no hope". I have no friends, I never have had friends. My life is in conflict with itself. I feel everything is fading away before my eyes. I just can't understand, why Me? Is this some sort of punishment?