Dear Diary,
Today was good, very good. Nothing special happened, but i think i am feeling good.
I woke up very late, but didn't feel bad about it. I think the reason i am feeling good is because of what i did last night.
For a very long time, I was stuck with BLE Mesh, I was sort of obsessed with it, and now i realize why we get obsessed with something, it's because few things looks easy, looks like we are very close to getting them. And yet on every attempt, we keep getting setbacks. This sort of gives us anxiety, because we were expecting it very close and easy so we already told our mind, we are going to get it. And so unless we get it, it'll always be there, until we give it closure.
Yesterday I sort of marked a checkpoint. I reached a stable point, where it is working with the provisioning part, now for few days i can focus on other things needing my attention, without feeling overwhelmed.
I am also sort of starting to believe that waiting for things to work someday with something isn't right thing. Sometimes somethings are just not meant to be MAYBE.
Anyway, i got up, and called dawrani, we discussed ideas. I think two people will not have similar ideas (not very often). But with trust(on each other) and respect, we can make things work. Dawrani was talking about building the gift ideas app and i came up with the imported shopee thing. (The things is, you'd always feel you are right, but being ready to change your perception by arguments and facts is one thing we both have). We spoke for hours. 😊😊
Then i did some work and went to park. I called Jyoti, i wanted to talk to her for a very long time. I think me and Jyoti are soo same, talking to her always makes me feel great, as if I talked to myself =D. Plus she always inspires me. I wonder if life would be different if we would have met earlier =D. Aah, It's bold, I don't know her much. I barely know her. But I'll meet her soon. ❤️❤️
Also we'll probably start doing vipassana again.
I called bhavna too. And I had a hot water shower in the evening after returning from the park. After talking to Jyoti, I feel soo inspired again like I can do things, and I have good friends in life. Also it is true, that we feel sad in our mind because of how our body is feeling. I needed to go to park and walk a little, my body is happy so my mind is too. 😎😎
I took a nap sitting on sofa. Aaah, those evening naps. I feel sooo light 😘😘
When i am home, watching forest wandering in the home is also such lovely feeling. He is soo cute. Its one of the most beautiful thing one can see. ❤️❤️
Then i had an interview for the first time, sharing my startup experience, i think i did not do very well (by the look on the students faces). But it wasn't very bad also. But i need to improve my communications.
And now I'll have a coffee from roastery. ☕☕
Sunday well spent.
Buenas Noches