Dear Readers,
What have I done?
All that, from my past?
Is this what I deserve?
Do you know?
Does anyone...
Care?
It's like I've found the sunshine anew.
Like I've been filled with silly little micro-bubbles of joy,
Tickling my insides,
Like the flutter and kick of a new baby.
His fingertips like butterflies on my skin.
His smile warms me, his laughter melts my heart, I feel it quicken and come alive.
Thump-thump,
Thump-thump,
Thump-thump.
Please tell me,
(Because I'm terrified)
Please tell me,
(I'm tired of being dead inside)
Please tell me...
Is it real?