August 21, 2021

Dear Diary,

I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ugly 😪 I look like a 35 year old woman, staying at home making me age faster. I was the most funny looking and ugly person in the toastmasters meeting. I feel so embarassed. 

🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 I have never looked so bad, usually I am among the good looking ones. 🤢🤢🤢🤢 I want to puke by looking at myself. It's that bad. I need to change things. Change everything. Too tired of feeling like shit. Overwork has made me have dark circles. I can't take it. 😪😪😪😪😪 I look so old and ugly and fat.