Dear Diary,
Kemper for the first time has no fever. He passed out and is exhausted! Maybe he is finally getting better.
My heart aches right now. Things aren’t okay with me. I can’t stop the bad thoughts. I don’t even care anymore if my friends ever talk to my again. They are better off without me. Everyone is!
The tears keep coming and I can’t even pinpoint why I’m crying. I think my mind just knows how done I am with everything and is mourning.
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Forget this Kemper
Thanks. I’m just really struggling with life right now. None of which has anything to do with Kemper.
Seems to me like you were doing a lot to help him, so I don't know why you think you are so worthless to other people. And I think its better to not define your worth based on how much value you bring to other people. I feel like society or people around us often want to convince us that we need to pull our weight, contribute and are only allowed to exist if the help others in some way. But that is not true, even if you are a burden to other people (which you aren't) you still deserve to live and be happy. Yes helping others is good, but if everyone who was not able to provide for others saw thenselves as useless the world would be an unhappy place. Sorry for the long comment, that probably sounded super preachy. Wish you all the best
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— David Hare
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