Dear Diary,
Hii
It was also a wasteful day.
Right now I am literally crying and I am hurt, very very much.
We went to look for properties in this city to buy a new house. But I didn't liked any of it, neither the location nor the houses. They were small. Our house in my hometown is kind of big and this one where at present I am is comparatively very bigger than we saw today.
And my papa n I are not on same page this time and our opinions are entertained by him according to his convenience and this time we don't agree on same point. So I said this and received the new taunt he throws at me. It made me cry. The pain of being jobless hurts but what he is said is wrong, they know me how responsible and sensible child I am and this time I am so hurt. I just hate this, I have always sacrificed my wishes as per the unfavorable situations. Now I know what makes children to get into some kind of depression or anxiety issues.
And I do have anxiety and I am very emotional person, almost everyone knows this.