Dear Diary,
My test result came out today ✨😄
It was AWESOME I really did well.
BUT...
I don't know if I will be given admission for what I want to study, because it is VERY competitive.
Gosh imagine passing and not being able to celebrate 😢
I calculated my chances and I have a 50% percent chance of getting my course (pharmacy). 50% is too low to be honest.🙃
I'm so confused and I really want to study pharmacy. Maybe a Miracle would happen or I should just study something else. For example I could study dentistry, my score is still good enough for that.
I'm so confused and different thoughts are running through my head.
Like Alessia Cara said, "Is it too much to ask for a sweet dream?"
Or in my own case "Is it too much to ask for peace of mind?"
I just want to stop being worried but I keep finding one thing or the other to worry about.
I don't want to worry about university or admissions... I'm just tired.
I tried to get my mind off my worries and I ended up watching a lot of Tik Tok videos today.
To my future self, if you are reading this please tell me that everything worked out well.🙃
Cuz that's literally all I want.