Dear Diary,
I took mom to park today. She is getting lazy 😀. I had to convince her. We got new plants from park, it felt so good, just walking in the park today.
Made these smoky noodles, tooo good. 😋😋
In between sometimes I start feeling, you know like bad feelings, like jealousy etc. But I am happy that over the years, as I am growing older, I understand myself better and I have conciousness to recognise my feelings. I told myself that I shouldn't be and I am not anymore.
I am reading about science a d physics etc. I keep getting thoughts, deep down I keep getting this intuition that we are doing something wrong, the fundamentals for life isn't water carbon and oxygen. And that it's not electons and protons that makes us the universe. Recently I read about the standard theory. I wish(I mean I can only wish) to have a better theory than the standard theory.
Why are we here ? And why just us asking this ? Why not plants.
I was also having thoughts about conciousness of plants today.
All vague thoughts...
I'll write to you more tmrw about what's going on in life these days.
Sayonara