July 26, 2021

Hi Baby,

 life's still the same.

I hope something could change, a little bit fun maybe.

I'm having my school culture these days, and as a procrastinator, I always do it at the last minute. My mom hates this so we literally have fought every day. I hated today's morning tuition. The 2 kids other than me, are nearby the tuition. So, they always have something to talk about, and I'm always left out. Sometimes it seems like even the teacher is trying to diss me constantly.

I know, all these can be just my overthinking, my complications

I always feel left out in groups, how much I try.

I hate people these days.

Last night we had a prayer meeting online, Nd there's my friend and her fam.

Dad, mom, she, bro, and grannie. SHE HAS LIKE THE PERFECT FAM.

nd my mom always wants us to be perfect.

We cant be, we are not perfect.

Just why can't she get it!!!

We had relatives from Kerala at late night, sister is joining us to study at Chennai.

That's all, nothing else.

I just wish I could be more positive.

I'm always angry, stressed and I literally seem to hate everything.

I just want to be good.