Dear Diary,
My girlfriend being only 17 is still under the control of her mother, that being said she still hasn't gotten her phone back that was taken 6 days ago and probably won't get it back for a long time.
Her mother also had been pestering her to break up with me because she wants to make her life miserable. Of course she didn't want to break up but her mom started threatening to take her out of extra curriculars which would put her scholarships at risk. She told her mom that she broke up with me while we keep the relationship a secret.
I saw her at a store today, we couldn't talk or anything but we waved and smiled at each other. It was nice, that had been the first time I'd seen her that close since the 13th.
However if you've seen my past writes, you know I'm going through more trouble than this already hard situation. I found out my gf had been cyber cheating. Talking to other guys behind my back, even sent explicit pictures back in January that I only recently found out.
I've sent some texts to her, she of course hasn't seen them because she has no access to her phone other than times when she can sneak it away and since her mom is always so suspicious and nosey, it's hard to do that. So we haven't texted in 3-4 days as well.
It's hard going through this alone, I know she cheated after getting into her social media and while I'm suffering in this anxiety over our relationship possibly ending soon- she has no idea I know, or what I'm going through right now.
It sucks😔