Dear Diary, I have so many things to say. I need someone to listen who will never judge me or laugh at me. I used to be a jolly and cheerful type or woman but lately i felt like I want to escape this world. I want to go somewhere else and start over again. I want to be free from all this problem. What keeps me holding on and staying still is my daughter who was diagnosed with Autism last May 2021.My world fell apart.