Dear Diary,
I am again in the same phase of my life. I keep working on my self-growth, keep running away from toxic situations but again and again I keep coming back to feeling this way. I even tried therapy but left it in mid due to some circumstances but I thought I was doing well and I am, but why do I feel this way. I love myself enough now but then again why do I crave the toxic people I left behind. Sometimes I feel like it would be better if I was diagnosed with an illness or something so that I can blame the way I feel on it cause I am tired of going through that pain again and again. I need to let it go somehow.
still, I am not giving up.