Dear Diary, took me a few days to finish the rest of the stuffs on my to-do list. Today I'm just relaxing, I'm taking the time to ponder about my life, my dreams. Pandemic, lockdowns, restrictions, all that has made me realize that no matter how hard I tried, some things are just not for me, someone else is blessed with them. But at least I tried, I didn't sit around and guess. I could keep trying, but I'm tired now, I don't want to. It's time I focus on what I already have, making it better.