Dear Diary, I feel safe with them, being around them. I don't remember the last time I felt this way, or if I ever did. It takes time to set in, but I know for sure now, that it's ok to be myself and they will be fine with it. I am grateful but still stay within boundaries, I don't want to feel too comfortable and then start doing things I will regret later on. I don't want to lose them. I mean change always happens, regardless I like it or not - something or someone will come in between us and eventually I will lose them - but until then, I will do all I can not to ruin it.