Dear Diary,
Today I realized that I'm still immature for love and I can' handle it yet. Im still not ready. I've decided that I'll just forget about Rory and just do what I do. I'll try to stop thinking about him and let my feelings fade away. He could just be my happy crush. Plus, even though I don't know his age, I had a feeling that he is 1-2 years younger than me.
I will focus more on arts and record some song covers on my phone (I'm not a good singer, but I love singing).
I'm still recovering from depression and I've noticed that the moment that I start thinking about Rory my weight dropped again. My original weight was 41.9 and for the past few days I managed to get it to 43.3 and today my weight went down to 42.3. I need to stop overthinking and focus on loving and taking care of myself in general.