Dear Diary,
Will I ever be enough for someone?
My insecurities have been eating me up again ever since the breakup. I want to change the ugly parts about myself but I don't want to do it for any man but for myself. Only for myself.
I'm seeing someone new. He makes me feel pretty sometimes but my head doesn't believe him when he says I am. “When he does see the ugly sides, he'll change his mind,” my stupid brain says and repeats it over and over again. And that's why even though I can see that he's a great person, I'm still so scared to get attached to him and fall in love. I don't deserve it. Not in this state. I'm still not perfect.
NP: jealousy, jealousy by Olivia Rodrigo