Yuzu Senpai's Dear Diary

Index
July 27, 2021
DD, there are times that i stay away from everyone and Dont show up for like a whole day while dealing with my own emotions and internal breakdowns. They say if i open up it'll eventually help. Well, not when everyone doesn't give an eff about it cuz
Jul 27
July 18, 2021 - Hey there!
Dear Diary, Its been long since I wrote something about my life and my thoughts about anything.  Life is pretty tough, Covid sucks, everything in this world does not even have anything good going on. Just pure stress and... Shit. Its my first t
Jul 18
May 23, 2021
Dear Diary, The truth is... I hate myself. I hate my body—those fucking fats that won't go away. I hate my face—I can't seem to find a good angle that makes me pretty in pictures. I hate my anger issues, I hate my insecurities, I hate my imp
May 23
jealousy, jealousy | May 23, 2021
Dear Diary, Will I ever be enough for someone? My insecurities have been eating me up again ever since the breakup. I want to change the ugly parts about myself but I don't want to do it for any man but for myself. Only for myself. I'm s
May 23
Don't get too close | May 22, 2021
Dear Diary, I'm pushing everyone away again—intentionally and unintentionally—so now they hate me. Even the guys who are interested in me. But I'm sure if I let them come too close, they' ll get burned and they will only leave me just like every
May 22
Month 5 of Moving On | May 22, 2021
Dear Diary, On June 1st marks the 5th month of me being single again. I don't know why it's so hard to move on from this person when I usually (in general) move on from anyone pretty easily. And because of that, I can't help but be reminiscent ab
May 22