May 04, 2021

Most of my cold/virus symptoms are gone but I'm still having mucus and phlegm issues and I believe my asthma is why. I'm so wheezy. 

I used my rescue inhaler this morning before my mom, grandma, and I left the house, but I don't think it helped at all. I had to maintain about the same speed as my mom (she's slow) while grocery shopping otherwise I'd start wheezing. 

Tbh I bought a stethoscope to see if I could use it to hear my lungs but I think that the item was shitty and we don't know how to use it properly. But mainly it was cheaply made. 

Since I was sick, I ended up missing my health appointment on April 28th which means I didn't get a refill of my birth control. I started my period on May 2nd and it's been hell. I forgot just how much birth control helps with cramps. If I would've inserted a new birth control ring on Sunday then my period would be really light, if not over. 

Now Da and I have no choice but to use condoms if we have sex in the near future. Not that that matters.

I haven't seen him in like 2 weeks since I got sick just before he was supposed to come over last week.

I miss him so much and he misses me, too. His cuddles would probably help me get better quicker. I'm lying though. I'm just greedy for his affection. I'm glad he has stayed away. I don't want him to get sick, too. 

At least J has recovered and is back in school.

Now if only my asthma would stop making me cough...