Dear Diary,
Hii
It was a fine day as usual like other days.
In the morning as I was unwell so my family members are taking extra care of me as they are thinking I might test positive but I am fine ya little unwell but I am fine.
And at night I do feel lonely.
As I crave for some unconditional love apart from the family love and lacking it makes me sad.
I know there are people who are offering it but I don't want to accept it from them. I don't know what I want and definitely do not want to get married now. And I want some Love but not like forever wala just for sometime some attention kind. I texted Dr but maybe he is sleeping and I always text him first and that's because I want to talk to him but for him I might be the person who is annoying him as I feel for others who do text me Maybe he might be have same thought for me but still I do text because it makes me feel good talking to him. I know he don't even deserve my attention as he doesn't reciprocate in the same way many times but what to do. I just need to move on and I just don't want to talk someone else for the sake of moving on from him because I don't feel this way is right and I will not be able to talk to someone else as I might get agitated.
Let it be, I will vanish for some days I am thinking so and keep myself busy so that I can get tired and fall asleep easily.
And what's the point of being sad over someone who is not even thinking about you. They might be happy enjoying and here you are sad hahaha. So let them fuck off.
Goodnight 😙