Dear Diary,
Today, I feel a little low, I am kinda disappointed in a friend. Well, hopefully he will not repeat it.
JeevanSathi experience is not so good. I really don't feel like marrying anyone from there. Yes, the guys are high earning and decent looking. I feel I would rather not marry at all.
I just can't get over AM, it's not that I miss him, it's more like I get reminded of how I hated myself when I was talking to him. Why was he such a negative influence for me. I am not the kind of person who gets so negative usually.
God! Just let me forget the whole incident. And I wish I am as motivated today as I was yesterday.
I am going to finish another 20% of the course by 9pm.
The worst thing that happened was me dating my college friend SD, he wasted 3 years of my life, and then I came to know something about him which was a deal breaker. I just am so unlucky in this regard, I think is funny now.
Back to my happy self now. 13 hr. 8+5.