i think im not getting any better
today (well technically yesterday) my friend treated me my favorite food. i said she shouldn’t and told her about how i vomit most of my meals after i eat them. she said it’s okay, that i was to get better.
i know i’m not. i ate the meal and not even an hour later i was vomiting. i felt so bad. it felt so bad to just vomit it. but i couldn’t help it.
that aside, my mum found out i was sleeping at 5 am and got really mad at me. i really can’t sleep. i’m thinking of getting sleeping pills.
i don’t know. i’m just rambling. i feel like everything just goes to shit once i think they’re getting better. i try to distract myself and keep myself busy but it’s very difficult to not think about stuff.
i think i’m not getting any better. that’s okay.
R
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