March 26, 2021

 

Dear Diary,

I'm happy this day ends soon. This day was fun, boring, bad. A mixture that shouldn't be made. Makes me feel bad at the end. I woke up around 9.30am because I was free today. Had a normal breakfast, did my things that I needed to do and relaxed. So my day was fun, because I had free lol and did something I didn't do in a long time. I also wanted to draw but didn't do it at the end. Why my day was boring is because alot of times I didn't know what to do. And bad because she told earlier this week that she would do her schoolwork today. And she didn't. That made me, disappointed not going to lie. And making me feel disappointed is like something you shouldn't try and do at all. But it was again a bad excuse. One because she slept bad tonight, and the other one because she was at her grandma. I mean the bad sleeping I can believe. But instead of going to your grandma you could have done the schoolwork like hello?? Your grandma is totally fine but your school career is going downhills??? Priorities they call that??? You go almost every day to her like one day spending on schoolwork won't hurt you??? I'm just done with helping her. Like I swear this is just a waste of my time. The excuses itself already reveal so much of her that I can guess the rest of it. Worst thing is that I don't really believe most of them. And I indirectly showed to her that I'm disappointed. But she just doesn't seem to get it. Or she does and actually don't give a fuck. Either way I'm disappointed. She also told that she'd skate next week. I'd spend the free time on schoolwork if I was her. This semester/module is about to end soon and you still have things to make from past semesters/modules. Better do them and after have some free time . But that's me I guess. This is everything for today I want to write I think

Byebye, till tomorrow :)

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