March 23, 2021
Do you ever feel like today is going to be a good day to cry? Or that something is definitely going to go wrong that day?
That's today.
I didn't get a whole lot of sleep and Da wants me to go eat dinner with his family again. They almost always spring this shit up on me last minute, or maybe this time it's Da's fault because he forgot to ask me sooner.
I don't want to go. I never really do. I hate eating in front of people and then just sitting in a restaurant for 30 minutes or more talking about nothing. When I go to a restaurant, I want to eat and leave asap.
Most of all, I just don't want to be around his parents. His dad is a pervert who stared at my chest the entire time last time and let's not forget the stories Da's aunt and sister-in-law said about his dad sexually harassing them. His mom is like a needy, obsessive child. She apparently threw a whole ass tantrum when she learned that she had not been initially invited to our last dinner.
I had literally been thinking about suggesting to David that we order some pizza and take it to his house and eat it with his housemates (aunt + husband, brother + wife). I had actually thought about initiating plans with them. But honestly never mind for now.
I wish he would just stop talking to his parents all together. They're toxic. Yet he actually sets time aside to go eat and visit with them.
It's so weird for me to know someone who actually wants to spend time with their family. I guess I got lucky /sarcasm.
Today is certainly going to be a day. Big sigh.
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