Keeping up with anything is hard for me. I will binge a game, anime or TV show, or manga for a little while and then I'll just start something else.
I've spent a lot of time looking at rings the past couple of days. I'm not expecting to propose or be proposed to, but I want a new ring. So I bought two. They both have Da and I's favorite gems in them. Da's is blue topaz (which is actually my birthstone) and mine is citrine.
One excuse I have for buying at least one ring is that the ring I wear on my right index finger is cheap (I bought it for less than $10 on ebay and the other day it just flew off my finger) and I want to replace it. Other than that I just love buying stuff and I know it's bad.
Da bought me the Shining Fates Elite Trainer Box from a scalper. It hurt him to do that since he is very anti-scalping, but his princess really wanted the etb so he bought one for her (me). I was very surprised when he gave it to me. Also very happy and grateful.
Pretty much in an attempt to reciprocate, I bought both of us a Crobat VMAX and Dragapult VMAX box. Dragapult is for me. It should arrive Tuesday (the 16th) which is also the next time I'll see him. These are also coming from a scalper (ugh) but it's the lowest combined price I could find for each box.
I wish big name youtubers like Logan Paul didn't start recording pokemon tcg videos. Scalping went up so much after people like him expressed interest in the tcg. You can't hardly find any boxes in stores and everything online is twice (or more) the MSRP.
Last time I saw Da was Wednesday, the 10th. Like I said before, he gave me the Shining Fates etb that day. I gave him a Gardevoir plush and playmat. It was a really good day despite having very little sleep the night before. We cuddled really hard and we told each other some really cute stuff about how much we love each other. I can't really remember what either of us said right now, but I remember how I felt. My heart felt so warm and big and full.
We were at the hotel a week before on that day and I had been considering giving him his first blowjob there, but then he got sick and we didn't do anything sexy that last night.
Since it didn't happen then, I gave him his first blowjob on Wednesday. He quite enjoyed it. Luckily for me, I didn't get PTSD-triggered when he put his hand on my head to help hold my hair. I was afraid that he might accidentally apply pressure and cause me to panic and be triggered, but it didn't happen.
I was rewarded very nicely for the job I did.
Back to rings...
Last night when after I bought the rings, I told Da about them and made a joke saying he could steal one of them from me and propose to me with it. I think it scared him a little even though we have talked about this before.
I reassured him that we don't have to get engaged right now and even if we did, that doesn't mean we have a time limit to get married (like "you must get married 6 months after getting engaged"). We could be engaged for years and I probs wouldn't mind.
I'm just happy to be with him.
Just before I started writing this entry, I bought a ring for him. It's silicone and kind of an aqua color-ish. I'm going to do something like a fake proposal to him. I'll get on one knee, or both, and ask him, "Will you spend hella time with me?" I imagine he will love it.
I need to get some sleep now. J wouldn't let me sleep by myself last night after I took a shower. He's lucky he's so cute.
Edit: omg it's pi day.
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