so much to write, don't know what to start with..
Out there everyone (especially those who join online livestream community in ID) knows me as a luckiest & as liberated man as in sexual, most entertained one.
Why? I've been living together with 2 most beautiful gorgeous most adored ladies known in that industry.
Truth is.. You've all been seeing the opposite as what I feel.
You all don't know that I'm hurt as shit. Jealousy? Maybe, or may not be. She keeps placing wall (said no, silent, replying none) when I try to start nice words, and when I say "nice", you know what I mean. I need the warmth, hugging, even its only words.. None, I get none..
BUT she opened it widely to anyone outside there.. the "nice" word, even "nice" sexual intercourse. Yes it's for money at first.
I've tried the "money" doesn't work either to her for me.
She keeps sayin "I see you as a brother". brother? wtf.
.. to be continued...