Dear Diary,
Woke up at 7:30 today also. Yesterday I got to know that AM may get posted to Gurgaon, made me upset. But I told him, it made me upset. And being honest made me not get angry. And I am peaceful.
My mind is filled with thoughts of sex. I am a horny person in general. But today I have difficulty concentrating. It's been a long time I have touched someone, about 1 year 4 months. I want to try so many things with AM. I don't know when that will be possible, If that will be possible. Yesterday he said he knows more about me than I know about myself. I think it's too far fetched. But yes he does know a lot about my nature, just by observing. I have noticed another thing, when I am happy, I become more horny. I don't know if that's the case with everyone. I am one of those people who is always in the mood, but I am not desperate. I want to do it only with the person I love. I would want to spend my life with that one person. That's why it's difficult.
I can't spend all day like this. I will start working from 12:40. And no breaks in between.