Dear Diary,
Today I shifted to Mumbai, after arriving here I was feeling very sad. Again, everyone wished me happy journey or asked if I reached. I had a chat with AM, he didn't ask me anything. I guess, I realise that being angry on him is not the right way to approach. I just have to accept that's how he is. He likes me but he doesn't care enough.
I had thought after meeting maybe things will get better. And the fact that we met only twice face to face is the reason he is still not giving efforts.
But yes, till then, if I give him importance I will still be upset. So two things can be done, either just end things or wait and meet and see if his behaviour changes.
Till then, I have to keep myself happy. And the way to do that is to stop msging him. And ignore him. I will msg him on 6th March. Before that in a day if he msgs don't chat for more than 10 mins.
And yes, when we meet, I will try to keep it light hearted only. And see what happens.
I promise to do this. And I won't tell him that I am doing this. Then it won't be effective.
Got a lot of compliments regarding my looks from a colleague of mine, in front of other female colleagues.
Had a bet with S, that I won't discuss about AM with him first.
But I thought I can only chat 10 mins. But I said a lot in 10. Turns out he forgot it was 21st so didn't enquire about me.
I did not exceed 10 mins. But I should not talk anything during this time. Even in 10 mins. Please be firm regarding this.