Dear Diary,
I was thinking about what I wrote yesterday, why I am even bothered about the status of our relationship, what matters is what we actually feel about each other. And I don't feel very good about A. I am not even gonna clarify about such things with him. Think of him just as some friend from now on. Won't cut off my friendship with him though, yet.
I got asked out for date today by a friend P, I want to meet him but not as a date. I will clear it up with him. If he understands and agrees, well and good. Otherwise won't meet him.
I am gonna be happier, focus on the positive things in life. I have good friends in life, friends who are there for me. I have a great family. I have a job. Salary is not so good but still atleast I don't have to ask parents for money anymore. Just yesterday I was feeling low and bad about myself and today my friend S sent me such a sweet motivational poetry.
11:50am: me being the kind of person who likes to share things. I kinda told A that it's over indirectly. I told him that I have told my parents to starting looking for a partner for me from mid April. At first I was feeling very anxious, but now I am feeling ok.
6:04pm: I did a little better than the other days today. Tried to help a colleague with her work.
Regards,
Anne