It's passed 4am and I'm just now getting sleepy.
I don't feel much worse sense my last entry but I don't feel any better either. Sleep has been very hard for me. I wake up at least once every hour and have to turn onto my other side.
Da was here yesterday. I bought a "futon" kind of mattress on amazon (not really a futon mattress though...) which arrived yesterday and it's much more comfy to lie on it with him than on the floor. I couldn't help but fall asleep in his arms. It was better than the sleep I got last night, that's for sure.
I'm actually laying on the mattress now and I plan to sleep on it. It's a lot less comfy without Da though.
Da gave me some more Pokemon plushies yesterday and I'm happy about them. I need more room for all of them. I'm thinking about buying this tiered display stand to help with the space problem.
I'm still waiting on several more Pokemon to come in the mail. There's the sunflower/summer Pikachu, Dreepy, Scorbunny, Sunflora, Mew, Oshawott, Chatot, Tapu Lele, Latias, and Buneary.
I need to stop buying Pokemon after this. I should just focus on cards and coins, but especially coins.
I have so many things coming in the mail.
I have a spending problem. The good news is that a lot of those can't technically be counted as impulse purchases since I had them in my watchlist for several days before buying.
But I think I know the reason for these purchases. I'm trying to keep myself happy and not depressed. When I was working, I had an outlet for my energy and I always had 3 days off to look forward to. Now I do pretty much nothing all the time and I get to look forward to the single day a week that Da has off and can come see me.
So, by buying things, I get the endorphins from buying things and opening them when they arrive and I get to look forward to their arrival.
I'm constantly checking the tracking on my packages and I hate when something doesn't come with tracking.
I really need to list some stuff on ebay. I have at least one PS2 I can sell and I can try to sell some of the duplicate Pokemon coins I have. I can try to see if I'm willing to give up some of the belly rings I never wore... That'll be hard though. I miss my belly button piercing...
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