January 11, 2021

Dear Diary,

Hey , my life has been hell of ride , its been 2 weeks since I turned 18 and I can totally feel it pressure , my parents have started doubting my career, they are blaming for everything that's going wrong here , I don't know what to do , I have lost my pace the pace at which I used to study , no I am no topper , I don't want to be a topper I have lost my reputation and now I don't want it . I am tired of this life now I want to red rid of it as soon as possible ......... HUH !  I need hope and peace ... please help me