January 09, 2021

 

Dear Diary,


I am so tired today. We did go see Regina and Teak last night and stayed kind of late. We both slept in. I slept pretty good last night. Of course, I asked Kemper to sleep with me and he did. He still won't touch me and he is very mindful to sleep practically to the edge on his side. I seriously think he could loosen up a little bit. I don't bite! 

It is frustrating when he won't budge on that. I hate just being a room mate to him. 

I can see something in his eyes though. Something has changed but not physically so. I can't put to words what it is but, he is different around me.

I also started reading The Vampire Armand, it isn't bad. It is a little better than the one before it, Memnoch the Devil. 

Of course Ryan still hasn't tried to reach out to me. I am not surprised but it would be nice to hear something from him. 

I also haven't heard a word from Ian. Maybe he just needs space so I will leave him be. 

My parents are still wanting me to come home and I am not ready for that. I doubt I ever will be. I kind of figured I would be gone until I was 18 and then they wouldn't be able to force me to stay. That is two years away and I know Kemper is going to make me contact them at some point. He is constantly bringing it up. I have avoided it so far.



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