Dear beautiful mutant,
I hate writing "dear diary"
1)because everyone starts thier diary writing this way, and im not like everyone else.
2) my diary is not going to read what i wrote, it has no eyes or brain. My diary is just the booklet of pages i wrote on,Or the app i typed up my words on. We dont start off anything we write on paper as 'dear college ruled paper'. We dont write an essay for school starting off with, Dear printer paper.
3)Only people who will be reading my diary are me, myself, and I, or like on this site, other people whose names i dont know.
So beautiful mutant is more fitting because im a beautiful mutant and will be so in the future. U, whoever reads this is also a beautiful mutant. So Its a better fit, its gender neutral like the word Comrade, and its different. like me. I chose against writing comrade because thats my dogs name and im not writing to my dog.
That being said
To all the beautiful mutants of the world who have taken the few moments out of their day to read my pointless rants and feelings :Thank u for doing so.
Im in need of a outlet to vent my frustration and express my emotional turmoils as they happen. Doing so in a private journal is fine but, what we all need sometimes is feedback and support. If the friends and family in our lives gave that when we needed it, we wouldnt have the need to express oursleves through a diary. Not to say my friends and family arent supportive, but i cant always burden my friends and family with my lifes problems, they have their own & thats more then enough.
So lets all on here try to be supportive to eachother. Even if that means sometimes saying things people dont want to hear, dont want to face but need to. Sometimes being supportive doesnt mean being nice it means being real.
Im often confrontational i call a spade a spade, id like the same in return. If im being selfish, stubborn, irrational tell me. Saying u understand and im completely valid in my feelings, when im not, is not going to help anyone including me. Saying im valid in my feelings wjen i am is support.
So constructive criticism is welcome here. What i wont tolerate is critical comments for criticism sake.
A great example i KNOW ILL BE FACING CUZ I ALWAYS DO IS dont talk crap to me because u dont like my politcal and world views, because u dont understand them but believe u do. U bekeive u do know it better then someone whose studied and read up on it both pro and con, because everyone else whose also never studied the political ideology also axts like they r experts in understanding it and say the same thing~ that will put u on my shitlist and boy oh boy will that be fun for me. Ill be very supportive in educating u in facts & history.
Thats all
Duty now 4the future, spuds
Good night
Kat