Dear Diary,
I haven't put any new entries in here for awhile. I have been sick. I'm not exactly sure what it was but I do feel better now.
I can't take pills anymore, it was getting to be too much and I could feel the ache in my kidneys from it.
I haven't had a pill in 2 weeks. It is a lot easier than I thought it would be.
I know how I am going to die. I am going to be with the wrong guy and he will kill me. It isn't a matter of IF, it is a matter of WHEN. I just hope that when it does happen, my body isn't found.
Morbid, yes! I also think I am okay with it. I truly don't have much to live for.
The highlight of the past few days has been the few words exchanged with Ian. I hope to speak more to him soon.