October 8, 2020 Part 3

 

Dear Diary,


So I am trying one of these diary prompts. The question is, "What scares you?"
I think everything does. I also think the biggest one is losing my brother. I also am scared of being treated badly again. I am scared of not ever finding out what makes me happy. I am scared that I will always be "that girl". I am scared that I am ruining my life. Yet, I am also scared to go home.
Can people be scared of everything? Maybe I'm not scared of "everything" but more undecided on everything.
I know for certain that I don't have a clue on how I feel about a lot of things.
Ugh, once again I am not making sense, I think
It is hard to express what I am thinking when I don't know how to put it in words....
My brain is tired.
I am snug as a bug tonight. Wrapped in a blanket sleeping in an air conditioned truck. Sometimes you can meet the nicest people who are very gracious.
Peace out

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