Dear Diary,I haven't wrote in here for a while because I simply didn't have the time or energy to. Life has been incredibly stressful and anxiety inducing. First, my boyfriend and I broke up because he was getting abusive. It still breaks my heart because we were together for so long before he got mean. I wish I knew why. Then with everything else going on in the world is causing me to go back in a downward spiral. My eating disorder has returned. I'm unable to eat properly because of the depression and stress.