October 30, 2020
I've had this crush on and off now for years now already! That ain't shit i once had a crush on this guy for like 10 years and he eventually came knocking on my door like in the movies and said he always loved me too. Thing is, he was small and withered and unattractive and i am big and healthy so it was a no go. Those superficial things among other important things that contributed to how i now felt about him-nothing but good will.
I was reading that only certain folks get crushes like certain brain chemistry and it makes sense as i am a bit neurotic and nervous in nature. The crushes also ebb and flow so it's not crazy and it's actually kind of fun to have them they make work and school fun 😛 I was getting a huge crush on my teacher and she was starring at me from a distance and was super helpful and then COVID hit and school went remote. She had these beautiful green eyes a sexy front tooth gap and a big round ass.
TH has a wide ass not round and she walks slightly forward probably from sitting all day. My teacher was much younger than her but she was too young and TH is too old. That's how it always goes for me. All the good ones my age are taken and IDK if she's taken or not. She makes no mention of a significant other and she comes alone to work functions and wears no wedding ring and has no spouse listed on file. I wish i could help her with her back pain or whatever is causing her to move slightly forward. My hands are always very hot and I'm sure they would feel good where it hurts being that i want to help i want to make her feel good. My arms are wide and strong and feel so empty with no one to hold. Maybe she isn't into that much affection IDK. I'd like to massage those pains away and scoop her up and smell her and nuzzle her neck. I wonder what she smells like? My fave fantasies are where I'm dominant but very gentle in taking the lead yet serving her and looking into her pretty brown eyes while i lick up her pussy real good to make her crazy! Like i have fantasies of sucking her clit ever so to make her pulse and vibrate with her hands wild and all in my hair and pulling me close. We tend to make pretty intense eye contact and it lights a fire in me.
She was walking and talking with the attorney and we made eye contact that was intense and unwavering and she said hello but the intensity of it left me speechless. We seem to always be near each other but have no real reason to talk and i blew the one time she actually told me to grab her. Like she used those words and is usually very formal and there was no actual reason for us to talk about the travel. But i looked so hideous in costume that i didn't plus i just couldn't. I'm suave and friendly with the entire world but can't talk to my crush. I just stare like a bumbling idiot.
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